Both of us were heavily influenced by bleak subcultures rooted in nihilistic philosophies like Nietzchean Satanism. For many of these modern day cults, the promotion of amoral and atheistic ideologies is an extension of the natural order of the universe.
This depressing cultural ethos has created a spiritual vacuum that has become occupied by openly sociopathic artists who make no attempts to hide their devotion to fascist philosophies. One of the mutual friends of Chris and I was an industrial music fan who, unbeknownst to me, had been dating Bill White, the leader of the American National Socialist Workers’ Party. White was recently investigated by the FBI for publicizing the phone numbers and addresses of five of the Jena six, a group of black teenagers who were convicted of beating a white person.
My friend Coral, the same woman who had been contacted by "extraterrestrial angels", had a boyfriend who collaborated on artistic projects with Michael Moynihan, the self-identified social Darwinist who wrote the book Lords of Chaos. This critically celebrated book had become notorious by providing a forum for a group of black metal musicians who had been convicted for murder and church arson.
Beliefs held by prominent black metal musicians include Nordic and Germanic paganism, national socialism, and even orthodox Christianity, but the underlying theme uniting these groups is an anti-humanist devotion to upholding an elite warrior class which will cleanse the earth of its inferiors through religious warfare. Ironically, the frequently nationalistic beliefs of black metal artists have spawned one of the most truly international subcultures currently in existence. The popular website metalarchives lists bands from all across Asia, Central and South America, Australia, Europe and even the Middle East. And for some inexplicable reason, the majority of these bands get along well with each other. I have friends in a Mexican nationalist black metal band who even have white supremacist musicians fly in from Eastern Europe to attend their shows! I don’t really understand that phenomenon, but I guess it’s better than people hating each other. Personally, I suspect that it may just be an example of how the popular consciousness will always be stronger than that of its supposedly elite superiors, despite their best efforts to the contrary.
My first introduction to the world of black metal is one that I am firmly convinced was an incident of racial memory, or at least some sort of mystical indwelling with an artist who I would later discover is imbued with occult programming like myself. While I was meandering through the Mission neighborhood one afternoon, I heard the sound of the most enchanting music drifting out from the interior of a coffee shop I hadn’t frequented in quite some time. Without hesitation, I sat down in the chairs outside the café and did nothing but listen until the CD was finished playing. I then went inside to ask the barista who the artist was and he told me that it was Burzum. It was probably the most affected I had been by any music in years. Within a few months, I had purchased every piece of music ever recorded by the artist, despite the fact that I could barely afford to pay rent!
I didn’t know much about the political views of the artist, the ironically named Christian Vikernes, until reading Moynihan’s Lords of Chaos a few months later. The book revealed that Vikernes was a national socialist who was in prison for murder, as well as the role he played in burning down the archaic Fantoft church. While in prison, he continued to be politically active through his association with a Norse pagan group called the Heathen Front, in addition to a number of articles he wrote for a rightist journal co-edited by Moynihan. But the most interesting fact I discovered was that Vikernes claims to be a descendant of a royal lineage that traces back to Vidkun Quisling, the Norweigan politician who helped Nazi Germany to conquer his own country. Quisling himself had speculated on the earthly presence of extraterrestrial life in his philosophical writings on Universism.
Also, Vikernes spent a year in Iraq with his Navy father who was working to develop computer programs for Saddam Hussein. The final detail that convinced me that Vikernes may have been "tampered" with was his belief in the extraterrestrial origins of humanity. To him, UFOs are robotic agents of the gods who created the divine Aryan race. The similarities between the life of Vikernes and that of my friends and I was quite striking. There is the military background, occult leanings, noble lineage and even UFO mysticism. I almost feel bad for letting Chris copy all my Burzum CDs, because he immediately developed an obsession with Norse Paganism, a preoccupation which directly preceded his involvement with the white supremacist cult. During the beginnings of this period, he told me that he had been using runes as a method of contacting Thor.
The day after revealing this to me, he called in a semi hysterical state in order to convey how effective his little rituals had been. That afternoon, a horizontal lightning bolt had entered through a window, traversed the house, and then exited through a window on the opposite side. When I remained skeptical of his claim, Chris put me on the phone with his mother, who confirmed that the incident had happened exactly the way he said it had. It almost seemed that the enchanting music of Burzum had been a kind of mystical contagion, much like the lotus flowers that lured the crew of Odysseus to a remote island.
Discussing the prevalence of countercultural fascism with Chris triggered a recollection of a secret he had disclosed to me in confidence several years back. Chris told me that while wandering through Golden Gate Park late one night, he had been followed by an emaciated being in the area of the park where gay men go cruising for casual sex. He was paralyzed with fear upon looking at the creature, for it had a grotesque bulbous head, abnormally large eyes, and holes where the nostrils should have been. Chris said that its walk was like that of an insect, with sudden jagged movements as it approached him from behind. When the creature was in arms length, it tried to touch him and he felt that it was very important that this did not happen. Chris eventually escaped it by settling down next to a camp full of people.
If it was anyone else, I would have had a hard time believing this story, but since I have personally witnessed unsettling paranormal phenomena occurring in his vicinity on more than a few occasions, it is difficult for me to discount the tale entirely. When Chris told me the story, my imagination conjured an image of the omnipresent grey alien, because that seemed to fit his description of the creature. He reluctantly agreed that the being was almost precisely identical to a grey and then made me promise not to tell anyone about what he saw. (Chris is not his real name, of course.)
He said the he did not wish to be publicly associated with people who claim to be alien abductees. I found this sudden shyness to be somewhat amusing, because this is a person who has intentionally plastered dozens of naked pictures of himself all over the internet, several of which are even linked to his real name! One couldn’t find a clearer indication of exactly how stigmatized the alien subject really is. What this indicates about its basis in reality is of course highly questionable, but my personal view is that "aliens" are somewhat analogous to demonic beings, who may have a relationship with the direction our society is taking with technological development and its role in creating the global police state.
Chris’s story, as well as its similarities to the beliefs of other mind controlled people like Christian Vikernes, led me to investigate the cultural origins of the notorious grey beings in an effort to discern the relevance of their recurring presence in my life, or at least in the lives of my friends and associates. I discovered that, as near as I can tell, the first modern day account of their supposed involvement with the human race can be traced back to Aleister Crowley. In a series of magical workings he conducted in 1918, Crowley invoked a being called Lam which he later portrayed in a painting. This depiction of Lam conveys a likeness nearly identical to that of the contemporary grey alien. Furthermore, Lam was thought to be a class of being, rather than a distinct entity possessing an individualized consciousness.
This description coincides remarkably with accounts of alien abductees, many of whom have perceived greys as mere biological robot servants subsumed under the malevolent consciousness of a hierarchical hive mind. The assumption here is that the greys are subject to the authority of beings greater than themselves, an idea that was later confirmed by Crowley. He believed Lam to be the servant of Aiwass, the deity who remotely dictated Crowley’s Book of the Law. Crowley’s successor in the OTO(Order of the Oriental Templars), Kenneth Grant, has said that Crowley’s connection with Lam opened a portal between Earth and the star systems Sirius and Andromeda, a statement which furthers the idea that the “Great Beast” may have been in touch with an extraterrestrial, or at least interdimensional, consciousness.
Another commonality between Crowley and alien abductees, not to mention the subjects of occult brainwashing programs, is the ubiquitous adherence to authoritarian, elitist belief systems.
It is a ridiculous irony that Crowley is typically perceived as a rebellious libertarian humanist, when in truth his writings celebrate perpetual war, ritual human sacrifice, slavery and religious orthodoxy. In The Vision and the Voice, he writes “The supreme right would be to bring about a climax in the victim. By this rite one would attain the summit of Magical Art. Even better would be to slay a willing victim. After violating her, she should be cut into nine pieces. These should not be eaten, but divided as follows: head, arms, legs and quadrisected trunk. The names of the gods appropriate are to be written on the skin, the arms are then to be flayed and burnt…This rite should not be employed on ordinary occasions, but rarely, and then for great purposes; it should not be disclosed to any man.”
In Blood on the Altar: The Secret History of the World’s Most Dangerous Secret Society, Craig Heimbichner posits that the OTO, an organization that was headed by Crowley for many years, was in fact the inner circle of speculative freemasonry. He supports this fact with the following quote by Crowley: “Although I was admitted to the thirty-third and last degree of [Scottish Rite] Freemasonry so long ago as 1900, it was not until the summer of 1912 that my suspicion was confirmed. I speak of my belief that behind the frivolities and convivialities of our greatest institution (Freemasonry) lay in truth a secret. But at the time I speak of, a man came to me, a man of those mysterious masters of esoteric Freemasonry who are alike its Eyes and its Brain, and who exist in its midst, unknown, often, to its acknowledged chiefs…This man had been watching my occult career for some years and deemed me now worthy to partake in the Greater Mysteries.” Crowley goes on to relate how this same man, Theodor Reuss, then transferred to him the leadership role within the OTO.
Whether Heimbichner’s theory that the OTO is the inner core of freemasonry is a matter of truth or not is ultimately immaterial. The fact remains that Crowley’s authoritarian doctrines are a precise embodiment of the elitist ideals of esoteric freemasonry, which tends to provide benefits in the form of social and economic advantage within the global power structure to initiates. (Several people have told me that there are differing sects of esoteric masonry, some of which are positively oriented. I don’t know about these, or to what extent these rumors originate in propaganda, so what I speak of are the negative sects of which I have personal experience.
It is certainly true that a number of amazing artists and intellectuals, such as Mozart and the homeopath Samuel Hahnemann, have been members of the craft, so I would be inclined to believe that many of these individuals were unaware of some of the more insuduous undercurrents of masonry.) There is no need to speculate on the deeper implications of Crowley’s writings, because he sums it up himself quite openly in this passage: “The Book of the Law was given to mankind chiefly in order to provide it with an impeccable principle of practical politics…We should have no compunction in utilizing the natural qualities of the bulk of mankind. We do not insist on trying to train sheep to hunt foxes or lecture on history; we look after their physical well being, and enjoy their wool and mutton. In this way we shall have a contented class of slaves who will accept the conditions of existence as they really are, and enjoy life with the quiet wisdom of the cattle.”
The purpose of retreading what has by now become common ground, at least for the conspiracy minded, is to emphasize the underlying commonalities between the varied groups of people subjects to occult mind control. This is a necessary undertaking because too many seekers have failed to recognize the common thread uniting these disturbed groups of people, and that is namely a surrendering of personal sovereignty to external authority, one that is committed solely to upholding the hierarchical structure which supports it. Although these essentially totalitarian ideals have been covertly absorbed into international governments, some of the last remaining forums for open dissemination of authoritarian philosophies remain within the realms of countercultural fascism.
One of the founders of this movement in the modern era is Boyd Rice, an industrial music pioneer who is partly responsible for the formation of that particular genre of music. Rice is a blood fetishist and self-avowed social Darwinist with ties to the American Nazi Party, as well as other far right organizations, including one Abraxas Foundation which he co-founded with Michael Moynihan. In keeping with the anti-feminist family values of the Nazi party, Rice penned an antagonistic screed entitled "Revolt Against Penis Envy", in which he wrote, "In a once – glorious past, woman was a creature without rights, a second – class citizen. In some places, she wasn’t considered a citizen at all – she was property....The only way to subdue feminine values is by subduing the female herself. Woman must be reacquainted with truth and force...What plainer way to demonstrate this relationship than the simple act of rape?...Rape is the act by which fear and pain are united in love. It is the
triumph of harmony through oppression". Many have dismissed the essay as tongue-in-cheek provocation, yet Rice's ex-girlfriend, Lisa Carver, has written extensively about his physical and psychological abuse towards her throughout the duration of their relationship. In a recent biopic about his life, entitled Boyd Rice: Iconoclast, one of Rice's friends discusses how he bragged about having recently "deflowered" a 13 year old girl. Rice has also talked openly about gaining access to the members only Club 33, a secret nightclub inside Disneyland that was named after the highest rank of 33rd degrees within Scottish Rite Freemasonry. Although Walt himself has never been verified to have been a Freemason, he was a member of the Masonic youth group, Demolay International, and his brother, Roy Disney, was a proven member of the fraternity.
I found this revelation to be highly interesting because prominent mind control researcher Fritz Springmeier has written about Walt Disney's involvement in the production of snuff porn involving young children. Although this claim may see far-fetched, it is certainly true that the Disney corporation grooms children from their Mickey Mouse club to transform into highly sexualized stars marketed for an adult audience. Supposedly, Disney movies, and the occult symbolism contained within them, are also used in trauma-based brainwashing programs to ritually compartmentalize the mind and structure alternate personas to house trauma. I believe this to be true because, at the time I was interacting with children and young adults who had been through child pornography rings, a number of them had been so inundated with Disney media that it really was a little freakish. At one house, the walls were so thoroughly covered with Disney themed pictures, in combination with stylized glamour shots of the two girls, that you could barely see an inch of the walls. It really was not normal!
Rice has also claimed to be a descendant of royal bloodlines, and in fact believes that he is related to Jesus Christ because of his Merovingian lineage. Rice is one of many occultists who glorifies religious orthodoxy in part because of its eventual path towards a global holocaust. Surprisingly, millennial doctrines have a strong pull on social Darwinists, who are attracted by the promise of a genocidal soul harvest.
It has been more than a little disappointing for me to witness this authoritarian power worship coming from apparently subversive countercultural types, since the popular conception of these subcultures is that they are diametrically opposed to that sort of thing. The Nietzchean ethos of will to power has become drearily predictable within the confines of black metal and noise subgenres, so I'm at the point now where I can only roll my eyes. However, these same ideologies are still somewhat unsettling when they surface in the comparatively beinign "love and light" circles of the New Age movement. But surface they do, and with surprising frequency at that. What I am referring to is the misinterpretation of the idea that we can create our own reality through conscious intent.
Books like The Secret, which was responsible for popularizing this paradigm, are, in my opinion, a mixed bag stuffed full of genuinely useful ideas mixed in with a boatload of metaphysical disinformation. I do think that conscious reality creation can and should be applied to the benefit of one’s self and, by extension, the other people in your life and your community. But all too often, it seems that the concept of creating by the power of will is used solely for personal gain, such as when fans of The Secret use the book to secure a job promotion or attract a romantic partner. Meanwhile, this same person will ignore the struggles of their own community to fall by the wayside. I was recently struck by a story told to me by a philosophy instructor at my local college regarding the nature of karmic destiny.
While visiting Calcutta, a well respected Indian guru was leading a tour of the city and he decided to sign on. During the tour the group was approached by a man who had no arms or legs, but only stumps that he used to pull himself along while begging for change. The guru explained to the tour members that this man was repaying karmic debts accrued from previous lifetimes. So, while the “bad things only happen to people because they deserve it” paradigm is frequently interpreted as a mistranslation of ancient philosophies, its morally questionable implications are actually supported by many prominent religious leaders. In all fairness, many scholars have argued that the caste system, as well as its accompanying economic disparities, was a later addition to Hinduism and not an original part of the faith.
However, some countless seekers have interpreted these concepts to mean that it is not necessary to help others, for to do so would be a violation of their karmic destiny. While this idea may be true in some strange parallel reality, paradoxical twisting of common sense, I wonder what this ideology is creating with its lack of compassion for the earth and its inhabitants. If there is a separate world that can be formed by wishing that those who are suffering will handle all their own problems, whether or not they are grievously harmed in the process, then personally, that is not a world that I wish to visit.
One could characterize this philosophy as a Nietzchean will to power for the politically correct New Age set. One of the more disturbing manifestations of this Darwinian philosophy is the idea that some people don’t have individualized souls, thus it is not worth the effort of helping them to create a better future for themselves, since these people are predestined to follow the course of the herd. To the best of my knowledge, the most recent expression of the “soulless human” concept sprang up from a group of channelers who claimed to be in touch with an extraterrestrial intelligence.
The cult members dubbed their soulless brethren “organic portals” and described them as being possessed by a borglike group soul. Estimates of the exact proportion of souled vs unsouled humans were placed at roughly half of the population. The chanellers also believed that organic portals do not come equipped with the higher chakras necessary to achieve enlightenment, an absence that relegates them to an animalistic existence based solely on the force of instinct and genetics. Another qualifying trait of the soulless is their lack of free will. Many of these same people have recently been disseminating propaganda about how it is necessary to avoid organic portals, since their drama and misfortune can drain the psychic energy of a fully souled human. Some of these channellers even say that there are entire geographical areas where most people do not possess individualized souls.
Taken to its logical extent, this would imply that areas devastated by poverty and its accompanying problems would be the most likely candidates for being categorized as soulless, since no one who has the ability to shape their own destiny would choose a life of invariable hardship. The obvious question arises: do the nonwhite people of our world possess an individualized consciousness? Is charity a waste of time since the needy are all psychic vampires sent to suck out your soul energies? Clearly, there are some problems with this line of thinking.
Upon first encountering it, I was highly fascinated with this twisted ideology, because at least two of the people involved with the organic portal cult have written extensively about their own experiences of occult brainwashing and military abductions. Could their history of occult mind control be the source of this overtly elitist philosophy, the same as it had been for Crowley and a long list of occultists before him?
One of these cult members has even stated that organic portals are found in disproportionately higher numbers amongst certain ethnic groups. In an article entitled Matrix Agents: Profiles and Analysis, the author writes: “Due to genetic mixing, organic portals exist among all known races today, though with unequal distribution among them. While souled humans have a divine spark of consciousness that gives them the ability of individual self-awareness, OPs lack this divine spark and are only dimly conscious in comparison. They belong to an animal-like group soul…” This theory, at least for this particular author, seems to be based on Rudolf Steiner’s adherence to the idea of preadamic man, aka people of color, and their inferior position to the Aryan race.
The author of the article in question has repeatedly cited Steiner as a reference, so it appears likely that Steiner’s writings on race were a source of inspiration. Steiner himself was a freemason and theosophist who once wrote, “The white race is the race of the future, the race that works creatively on the spirit.” In a separate book, he said “The evolution of man through the incarnations in ever higher national and racial forms is thus a process of liberation. Man must finally appear in harmonious perfection.”
Another disturbing correlation between the organic portal theory and malevolent occultism is Anton Lavey’s theory of the psychic vampire, a term he claims to have invented to describe a psychically weak person who feeds off of the energy of another. It is a little strange to see New Age types use this phrase interchangeably with that of the organic portal, considering its possible origins with Lavey, who believed psychic vampires to be the ideal candidate for human sacrifice.
Another person who wrote about ideas similar to that of the psychic vampire was Alice Bailey, a prominent theosophist who actively organized for global governance through the Lucis Trust Foundation. It would seem that the adoption of the organic portal/psychic vampire concept by love and lighters fits uncannily with the standard techniques of occult manipulation, which is to soothe the devotee’s moral objections to any desired behavior through appeals to the ego. In this case, as in many others, the ego pacification is accomplished by promising devotees exclusive rights to the claim of true and righteous spirituality, unlike that of the useless eaters who are destroying the planet.
My biggest problem with this worldview is that it simplifies the enormously complex possibilities that arise whenever a person attempts to tap into the collective unconscious, and obscures potentially beneficial outcomes beneath a smokescreen of misanthropic fatalism. To cite one example of these possibilities in my personal life, I have recently achieved dramatic results after praying for people to come into my life who can help me to understand the deeper ramifications of the occult mind control programs that I’ve been researching. Nearly immediately upon meditating upon the subject this past winter, I was approached in a public setting by two separate people who spontaneously began telling me about their experiences in military brainwashing programs that utilized electromagnetic frequencies.
Initially, I did not breathe a word to them of my own history in this area. This experience is in marked contrast to the opinions I hold about the human race when I am feeling out of sorts and projecting discord into my environment. It is easy to feel let down about the state of human affairs when observing the ecological holocaust of oil spills, the sociopathic behavior exhibited by our armies and the overall narcissism displayed by people who are more interested in watching Desparate Housewives than helping their neighbors. This is why it is so important to monitor and expose the social engineering of global elites because it is likely that human nature itself is not solely responsible for the gross injustices within our world, considering that mass media reveals only a tiny fraction of the backroom maneuvers that allow these problems to occur in the first place.
I have noticed that when I begin to slip into a mindset of misanthropy, the people around me become the perfect realization of the self-absorbed, resource consuming corporate media addicts described above. Yet when I feel more charitable and remember the nearly endless ways that regular people have helped me when I was in desperate situations, then the other, more beneficial side of the so-called herd can begin to shine. So I have found it is important to constantly monitor my own thoughts in order so that my own cultural and/or occult programming doesn't create a climate of dysfunction, both socially and otherwise.
This spring I discovered the writings of Mae Brussel, a housewife who was one of the first, in not the first, conspiracy researcher to discover a link between the ancient sacrifice of the sun king and its contemporary application in political assassinations and the blood rituals of the Illuminists. I was so impressed by her obvious intelligence and unerringly consistent work ethic that I immediately placed her in the heroes section of my myspace page. Within a few days of having done this, I was purchasing a CD at a local record store and, utterly without provocation, the clerk began rambling about Charles Manson and how he was employed by an international ring of occultists through the Process Church. I think that the only thing I had said to him was “Would you recommend this CD?” He then goes on to say that he had been friends with Mae Brussel(!) and so I told him about my own interest in the subject. I now have a coffee date with the clerk and his wife at their home that is, coincidentally, located about four blocks away from my house.
I also learned to be careful what I ask for after being contacted by a elderly physicist and CIA employee who had discovered my writing after googling himself and reading where I mentioned him in relation to his contact with an artificial intelligence. The physicist asked for us to meet the next time I was in the city and then took me out to a nice restaurant for an exquisite meal of polenta and sausage. Upon meeting me he immediately ran his hand up and down my spine and telling me how "well maintained" my body was.. My immediate assumption was that he had become accustomed to the benefits of CIA perks in the form of "female companionship". It turns out that he hadn't even read my blog, except to note briefly that it was based around the subject of military mind control programs.
He brought a friend to dinner with us and the physicist asked me if I had been abused as a child while his friend made jokes about me being abused by aliens. I was a little confused by this because I actually haven't been abused by my family, which is what he was implying. It made sense later when the physicist explained that he was happy to be remotely targeted with psychotronics, because the voice had told him that he was part of a special group chosen to lead the world. The possibility of human rights abuses seemed amusing to him. I brought up the issue of informed consent and he seemed to think that military psi programs were done in he interest of national security. I think he really believed this. The physicist was also in favor of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan and seemed to follow the establishment line in a number of other ways, such as his belief that free energy technologies are a crackpot fantasy. That is a whole other issue but there are certainly a wide variety of sources indicating that oil cartels have murdered a number of brilliant inventors.
After dinner he wanted to go back to his office and since I got the feeling that he was genuinely harmless I went with him. The office was in a high rise building with windows that displayed a panoramic view of the city. I can't even imagine how astronomical the rent must be, especially considering that it is in an old money neighborhood known for its expensive real estate. The building was owned by the mafia, according to him. When we got upstairs the physicist told me that he was employed by the CIA through a front organization for the purpose of reverse engineering antigravity technology.
He then showed me photos of himself hanging out with celebrities and mentioned the possibility of me working for the CIA doing intel work. I got the impression that what he really meant was elite prostitution when he asked if I like to ride horses and mentioned visiting a ranch owned by the father of Courtney Love, Hank Harrison. I looked up Hank when I got home and discovered that nearly all of his family members had pressed charges against him for domestic abuse. Courtney says that Hank had given her LSD as a toddler and abused her in other ways as well. So it was quite telling to read that Hank is writing a book about the Merovignians, who he claims to be related to. The physicist told me that Hank is an "expert in mind control". I was skeptical about working for the CIA for obvious reasons and mentioned Michael Aquino and his connection to organized child abuse. The physicist at first said that victims of satanic ritual abuse are delusional schizophrenics, but then later changed his tune and told me to stay out of it.
He seemed to be genuinely afraid of discussing the subject in depth. When I got upset about how the US government is covertly experimenting on their own citizens, I could see that he filed me under the same category as he had the previous "schizos" because he was all of a sudden in a huge rush to get me out of his office. I guess he really did not want to know and was willing to pathologize entire groups of people in order to continue his lavish lifestyle in the comfort of ignorance. So what I took out of this is that not every person who is eager to talk about their experiences of mind control will have the same values as I do. It was a useful lesson and I'm glad I learned it because this has played a part in allowing me to connect with others who have similar feelings about these subjects. Since then we have not communicated except for a few sentences in e-mails.
A few years ago I had a very unsettling "vision" about being in the middle of the ocean where I saw a woman with red hair swirling beneath the water. Surrounding her were tentacles that curled around her and I could "see" this simultaneously from her perspective and from in the air above of her. Actually, my point of view went in between the two and was very disorienting, to the point where it almost seemed like an out of body experience as I was quite dissociated. Well, a little while later I began corresponding with a woman named Peggy who had been part of military psi programs.
One day Peggy wrote me an e-mail in which she asked if she could send me an account of a dream she had. The dream was about her swimming far out into the ocean with two other women besides herself. Here they encountered sea creatures which she described as ancient gods. What was most eerie about this exchange is that Peggy asked if I was a brunette, with the implication that I was one of the swimmers. And indeed, I am a brunette so it actually gave me chills to read about her dream. But despite the dark nature of our initial connection, I am glad that Peggy wrote me because she later helped me to provide some necessary comfort and sanity to a Monarch Project survivor who was very troubled by religious end times programming. I hope that we managed to make a difference in her life, because at the time this particular Monarch survivor was without a support network in the "real world" so the majority of our conversations took place on an online conspiracy forum.
Soon afterwards I went to a Native American pow wow that was hosted by my local community college. While in line to purchase tacos, I couldn't help eavesdropping on two middle-aged women who were both vendors at the local psychic fair. I wasn't going to jump into the conversation until I heard one of them say that she has been employed by government funded geologists because of her ability to predict earthquakes. At this point I couldn't help but turn around and ask her if she had ever heard of MK ultra, and of course she had because a number of her relatives had been part of the original experiments during the 70s. Their selection for the project most likely had more than a little something than their Native American genealogy, as Native people have been placed into boarding schools and tortured as part of the original MK experiments in Canada. Carol told me that her son had actually attended Boys town, the infamous Nebraska boarding school that senator John Decamp exposed as an international center for child sex trafficking. We are scheduled to talk more about this in depth and I hope to have an interview coming up soon.
One question I have is why all these different people pretty much popped up out of the woodwork without me even having to so much as breathe a word of conspiracy theory. I believe this happened because I had recognized my own potential for connecting with a community whose ideals run contrary to those of the elite brotherhood and all of the destructive philosophies they have propagated throughout society. Luckily I am only one among many thousands who are becoming aware of the realities of social engineering and all that they entail. This cultural awakening is so fortunate because, in order for political, economic and spiritual elites to hijack the unlimited potential of human awareness, it is necessary to secure the permission of the collective unconscious so that their little spells will be effective.
If enough people resist the global governance agenda by open discussion of human rights abuses, peaceful assembly and other methods, the goals of so-called Illuminists will vanish into thin air. In my own life, I made contact with this community after sincerely wishing to connect with others who were aware of and resistant to these authoritarian plans, after which the path was cleared for me to do so. However, chances of the dissolution of genocidal agendas are diminished when one chooses to perceive vast segments of the population as unsouled psychic vampires, since a trusting herd lacking the capacity to shape its own future is far from the ideal choice for overthrowing a power seeking autocracy.
Further extensions of the Masonic dystopianism of the organic portal cult can be found in the science fiction writings of Philip K Dick. In his novel Valis, Dick conceives of a world populated by grey alien like machine beings, nearly hairless, with large eyes and bodies containing no sex organs. These beings are highly typical of the standard description of greys; they walk through walls, cross through varying timelines effortlessly and possess electromagnetic technologies that can kaleidoscopically change and fracture reality. Valis was actually a thinly veiled account of a nervous breakdown that Dick had experienced in 1974. According to his wife Tessa, Dick believed that a radio wave from Sirius had been uploading vast quantities of data into his head, and that this intergalactic communication had enabled him to speak in languages that he had never been taught.
A guiding force behind Dick’s work was the Gnostic belief that our world is a fallen universe separate from the Absolute, formed and maintained by a mutated creator god called the Demiurge. The Demiurge, according to some interpretations, employed fallen angels called Archons whose main purpose is to consume dying worlds. The Archons eventually came to embody the destructive faces of archetypes within world religions. John Lash, a scholar in comparative religions, believes that during the genesis of human civilization, these beings used advanced techniques in genetic engineering to superimpose a predatory instinct over human and animal biology. This techno-mystical alteration created a cultural disposition geared toward cycles of catastrophic societal collapse, alternating with the rise of murderous empires founded on tenets of slavery and ruthless autocracy.
Lash’s hypothesis on human origins can go a long ways towards explaining the genocidal legacies of organized religion, especially if one views perpetual war as a deliberately created form of ritual human sacrifice. It is necessary here to distinguished between the church as the institution and the church as an expression of mass consciousness, because many worshippers will hold values that are entirely different than that of church doctrine. For example, the Catholic Workers base their philosophy on peace and social justice, despite the fact that canon law authorized the practice of slavery throughout the most ruthless period of the Atlantic slave trade. This apparent paradox may be attributed to the sociopathic society concept, where those without remorse thrive in leadership positions with the church hierarchy. Thankfully, sociopaths still compose a minority of the population, so the potential for grass roots social change is still an imminent possibility.
As for the syncretic religion of freemasonry, it is a commonly accepted fact among Masonic scholars that freemasonry has its origins in the Gnostic sects of antiquity, so the wholehearted acceptance of Gnostic ideologies certainly comes with its own problems, most notably the potential for unknowingly swallowing metaphysical disinformation. When a person believes their surroundings to be nothing but an illusion, a false representation of the divine, there is the potential to transform from an active participant in world affairs to a state of uncaring passivity. This worldview is encapsulated most precisely in the “turn on, tune in, drop out” philosophy of Timothy Leary, the celebrated 60s ideologue who was well known to have been a CIA informant. Perhaps the resulting apathy of otherwise troublesome truthseekers is behind the development of what military insiders have termed “otherworld programming”.
A perfect example of otherworld programming would be Dick’s hypothesis that out world may in fact be a brain in a jar, wired to electrodes and controlled by a remote scientist. I am reminded of my early childhood memories of lying on a table surrounded by doctors. The belief that my own sense of the world was one technologically projected by doctors is a perfect embodiment of the illusory nature of empirical reality, where thoughts are mere impressions superimposed upon the senses.
How interesting, then, that an alchemical illustration of the Masonic ladder of initiation depicts empiricism as the lowest rung on the ladder. By imprisoning one in the realm of sense certainty, Illuminists have molded their subjects’ ontological framework and made way for the emergence of their “philosopher kings”. In the context of military mind control programs, this entrapment is accomplished by literally molding the subject in such a way that their entire mind is centered around conforming to the dictates of their programmer and this mental monopoly can extend even to their perceptions of the world as a whole. In the context of cultural conditioning, the imprisonment is set in place through the promotion of elitist philosophies that prevent truly transcendent spiritual revelations, as well as the encroaching presence of malignant technologies that sever our connection to the spirit world through a narcissistic emphasis on the supremacy of the human race over the earth.
Dick’s foray into the overmind of Gnostic mystery schools resulted in a horrifying vision that left him in a state of overwhelming physical illness. What he saw was a hovering eye in a triangle, communicating to him with crystal clarity yet without an audible voice. Dick’s eye in the triangle symbolizes the all-seeing panopticon of the Illuminist surveillance state, currently epitomized by the Echelon artificial intelligence, a computer program designed to monitor social dissidents, aka terrorists, by the method of data mining for key trigger phrases.
The relationship between advanced sciences and occult fraternities is not a recent one, a fact that is confirmed by the disproportionately high number of freemasons within the founding members of the Royal Society, an organization that was the world’s first scientific institute, and one that continues to exert an incalculable influence on the scientific establishment. In Holy Blood, Holy Grail, authors Baigent, Lincoln, and Leigh write: “Virtually all the Royal Society’s founding members were Freemasons. One could reasonably argue that the Royal Society itself, at least in its inception, was a Masonic institution--derived, through Andrea’s Christian Unions, from the “invisible Rosicrucian brotherhood”.”
The Royal Society’s influence was hugely responsible for the establishment of the materialist paradigm, which relegated the soul to the realm of childish fantasy, since its existence was unverifiable by the standards of scientific measurement. Under this new standard of qualification, human beings were governed solely by their own biology, instead of by a code of ethics capable of transcending their purportedly selfish animal instincts, as had been the case during previous eras. So now that the occult theocracy had been displaced from its traditional seat of power, humanity would be in need of a new babysitter. In The Ascendancy of the Scientific Dictatorship, Paul and Phillip Collins described this time period as one during which the moral authority of the church was transferred to the scientific orthodoxy, who quickly established a new “secular priesthood” of elite rulers to govern the masses. They conceptualized the human being as a microcosm of society, analogous to the role of a cell with a larger organism. And since B.F. Skinner had formulated a “technology of behavior” by which the behavior of individuals could be molded by external stimuli, sociologists inferred that this method could thereby extend itself to entire societies by the standardization of mass experiments in behavioral engineering. Thus was born the totalitarian state, with its emphasis on the application of what Michel Foucault called “biological power” in institutions like the prison industrial complex, education and psychiatry.
At the same time, there will always be ethical scientists who use their talents for the betterment of society, and so my criticisms are certainly not directed at these individuals. However, the elitist undercurrents of the scientific orthodoxy have the potential to result in a resurgence of medicalized eugenics via the philosophy of transhumanism, which dictates that in order for humanity to ascend the ladder of evolution, it must transcend the limits of its own biology. This transformation occurs not through a spiritual revelation, but instead through a technological alteration of human physiology. For the scientists at the forefront of this movement, potential technologies to be employed in transhumanist endeavors include nanotechnology, genetic engineering, synthetic biology, mind uploading, artificial intelligence and various forms of what has been dubbed the man-machine interface. Transhumanist ideologue Bart Kosko summarizes: “Biology is not destiny. It was never more than just tendency. It was nature’s first quick and dirty way to compute with meat. Chips are destiny.”
Perhaps MK ultra brainwashing programs are a prototype for projects designed to be deployed on mass numbers of people. For example, it has been established that the frequencies emitted by television can produce profound effects on the electrical activity of the brain, thus producing brainwave entrainment that results in a mildly hypnotic state that is perfect for mass indoctrination. Of course, this technique pales in comparison to nanotechnology, which provides the capacity to shape the perceptions of the mind through holographic projections a la Project Blue Beam.
Through the employment of 3D optical holograms and laser projections, in combination with auditory electromagnetics, better known to intelligence insiders as synthetic telepathy, the US military has developed planes for projecting images of deities that would be specifically tailored towards the religions of specific geographical regions. Are the far reaching abilities of transhumanist technologies a conduit through which the overmind of the Gnostic demiurge can exercise its influence upon an otherwise inaccesable collective consciousness? Besides the imminent digitized global banking system of political elites, evidence for this claim can be found in the occult symbolism that is so abundant within the lexicon of digital culture. One example would be Intel’s Nephalem processor microarchitecture, allegedly intended to reference the children of Gnostic Archons and human females. Also, it is quite interesting that the central database for Homeland security is micromanaged by the Oracle software company. Given that congressional leaders are currently attempting to transform the Oracle database into a wellspring for the national ID card, which conspiracy researchers have for decades been predicting will evolve into an implantable microchip, the supernatural moniker seems a little uncanny.
The underlying reality is that the apparently materialist ideologies upon which scientism is based are in truth rooted in occult philosophies extending backwards into the era of religious orthodoxy. No scientific ideology is more obviously married to occult practices than Darwin’s theory of natural selection. An alchemical diagram from the year 1512 depicts the ladder of creation, which ascends heavenward first from the levels of plant, then animal, and angel until finally reaching its destination in the “wisdom of God”. The ladder of evolution is also important in masonry because it symbolizes the journey of the initiate towards the final realm of the absolute, more commonly known to masons as the Grand Architect. In the 1600s, freemason John Locke merged the philosophy of metaphysical naturalism with the Hindu doctrine of reincarnation. What is troubling about these theories is that they seem to imply that biological evolution is analogous to moral character.
Taken together, these techno-mystical philosophies provide an academically legitimized rationale for the creation of a society stratified in a way that is identical to that of the secret societies upon which they are founded. Lest one doubt that the survival of the fittest is in fact a framework for an elitist moral agenda, it is useful to examine the full title of Darwin’s most celebrated work, On the Origin of Species by Means of Natural Selection or The Preservation of Favoured Races in the Struggle for Life. In order to discern the racist undercurrent in his writings, it is necessary to analyze Darwin’s
writing in the context of the time period during which he was living, which was namely that of British colonial expansion into less industrially developed nations. Darwin was fully supportive of the colonial ideal of conquering the less “favored races”, a belief he reveals in the following quote: “At some future period, not very distant as measured by the centuries, the civilized races of man will almost certainly exterminate, and replace the savage race throughout the world. At the same time the anthropomorphic apes…will no doubt be exterminated. The break between man and his nearest allies will then be wider, for it will intervene between man in a more civilized state, as we may hope, even than the Caucasian, and some ape as low as a baboon, instead of as now between the negro or Australian and the gorilla.”
In the Meaning of Masonry, W.L.Wilmhurst writes: “This--the evolution of man into superman--was always the real purpose of the ancient Mysteries, and the real purpose of modern Masonry is, not the social and charitable purposes to which so much attention is paid, but the expediting of the spiritual evolution of those who aspire to perfect their own nature and transform it into a more god-like quality.” This metaphysical progression towards the Absolute is one that is ultimately expressed, on a macrocosmic scale, in the imperialistic policies of transnational corporations. The philosophical underpinnings of modern totalitarian states have always been justified by scientific notions of the necessity of biological struggle for survival, a struggle which was interpreted by fascist ideologues as one that was occurring between dysgenics and the elite Supermen of occult lore.
On a spiritual level, the integration of humanity and the Masonic absolute is one that is fully embodied in the technocratic practices of gnostic transhumanism. The logo of the Apple corporation is a very telling symbol, since its deeper meaning is tied to the biblical tree of knowledge, which the scientific community frequently invokes as a metaphor for the reverse engineering of human DNA. Essentially, the occult technocracy has utilized the interface between humanity and the sciences as a way of mimicking the spiritual experience of revelation, yet without acknowledging the capacity for individuals to shape their own destiny through free will independent of genetics. By viewing this biocratic dystopian framework as their final destination, humanity limits their own capacity for transcendence.
This reduction of the human being to an animalistic state of helplessness under biology is one that seems to be a representation of the core philosophy around which occult programming is based. Occult mind control, most accurately expressed as control of the spirit, occurs both on a societal level and within the individual, with the core goal of manipulating the target into surrendering their personal autonomy to an external authority. Whether that external authority is natural selection or the occult deities of freemasonry, the ever present demand is the obedience and willing subjugation of the populace. But in recognizing the problem, the solution also becomes apparent. If society as a whole didn’t contain the capacity to shape its own destiny through conscious intent, it would not be necessary for spiritual and scientific authorities to secure the collective permission through elitist ideologies and occult practices. To transcend this agenda entirely is ultimately a matter of cultivating the boundless capacity of free will, coupled with an ethical code that surpasses the personal to encompass a devotion to community beyond that of the elect.
As for the technocratic ideals of gnostic transhumanism, it can be quite overwhelming to absorb the experiences and stories of people who have suffered during the developmental phases of these methods of social control. At times it is tempting to believe that society's leaders are simply not capable of evil on such an appalling scale, as the stories contained in these pages certainly go far beyond the motives of simple human greed or malice. Unfortunately, many of the programming subjects I've known, whether online or in person, have succumbed to a fear based perception of the world that is very much akin to Dick's oppressive "brain in a jar" theory. My feeling is that these harmful ideas are used to prevent gifted people from fulfilling their spiritual destiny by blinding them to the every day miracles of their surroundings. Although this world is certainly an imperfect one, many spiritual traditions have also recognized the enormous benefit of free will which is unique among humans in comparison to the animal kingdom. As sentient beings, we all have the capacity to live in harmony with the earth and exercise unconditional love towards others, while simultaneously establishing appropriate boundaries to protect ourselves. Truly enlightened seekers were on to something when they recognized our world as a fallen universe driven in part by a predatory and malignant paradigm. Yet each one of us still contains within the core of our being a spark of the divine and this is the key to escaping the "black iron prison", by following a path based on compassion, justice and charity.
